Tuesday, May 01, 2007

???

This is life.

I looked at myself and wonder who I am.

I always tell people what I feel about my time. When I was in high school, I used to fall asleep in class (as usual), and I would dream about having next week's class. But when I woke up, I'm still in this week's class. In my dreams, we are already at the 8th chapter, but when I woke up, the teacher is still lecturing at the 7th chapter. Strange enough, when we are having the 8th lecture, the contents do appear very familiar...

I've left high school for a year, but it seems like 5 or 6 years now. I keep going back, expecting everyone I know has graduated, but returned to find some familiar faces still. I always feel very confused about time.

Don't feel like my age at all. But then that kind of things varied a lot between individuals... Some people are very mature at a very young age due to life experiences and education, while some are just plain kids for their age. Not sure what I am... What's my age again?

Maybe I should be a boy instead of a girl? Maybe I should be that instead of this. No way of finding out which way is the best, as there's no turning back...

The one in the mirror smiles at my shocked face. This is really a bit too weird...

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